A Cold Day In July

There’s peace in my heart
It comes from knowing that no matter what…
I’ll be true to myself
Sweeter than honey
Sharper than a knife
Faster than a bullet
My aim true to its course
“Happiness is a choice”
Quintessential of the moment
A choice indeed…
EverydayEveryhourEveryminuteEverysecond
My happiness as always been attached to this goal -this prosperity
Unless, If Only, If I could
Clauses to my happiness
I’ve made peace with my demons long ago
I Am Happy
For years now I’ve been told “unless”
I’ve told myself “unless”
Ignorance is truly bliss
Sometimes I wish I was ignorant again
What I want doesn’t seem to want me
Or seem to be at my reach
I keep fighting: for years now, for YOU, for IT, for US ardently.
Maybe I will when there’s a cold day in July
And if it does get cold
I’ll be the first one out
Even if it freezes me to death.